Thursday, September 18, 2008
Well, it kinda contradict with the title. we have not exactly met. well if we do, we are currently no attraction to each other.Let me ask you a question: is it easy to predict a guy? to me, sometimes yes, sometimes no. there are some guyz that i can predict. from the kind of music he do and his hobby and the type of person he is. but there are other guy who you never expect will do this and that. which i kinda hard to predict.
Currently, I kinda trying to predict someone. im not mentioning name. cuz, im not sure myself. i think he's just too difficult to predict cuz he;s kinda to everyone. well, we talk...i guess we talk more than we used to do. which is kinda interesting. he kinda get my attention. i dunno. should i go check out this guy or not? i mean, it's not that important right now. well to me, i prefer the guy making the first move, just because whenever i show interest to someone, they backed out from me and found some other girls, but first they used me. which is really hurting me, kinda till now, so im scared to even try.
mr right please come quickly, im almost 20, and still single. and obviously looking for love, but im just scared to find one. because im scared when i found one, i will lose it. Gosh, what should i do. i guess this guy need to break the fence that has been guarding my fragile so that it wont break again.
so, do u think i should go and look for love? or should i just wait till mr. right came...
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10:13 PM
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